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Name: El Pirate
Interests: your fish and my pants. theyre awesome. OHHH YEAHHH.
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Occupation: hot dog
Industry: dust bunny manafuctures inc...
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Member Since:
10/26/2006
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| Yay me. So this is my final entry for a very long time, seeing as school is ending... So I'm sorry. Things... could be better. My best friend moved, and last night we spent a good deal of time yelling at each other cause... Well, I don't know why. Just drama... And I had a freak out moment (Which I am still really sorry for) and about messed everything up... but I got it all settled for now, and everyone is all chill... I'm going to keep it that way. Even though my best friend is gone, my boyfriend and I have a hard time talking to each other and I'm too stressed for anything... I'll make it be okay. Because I'm determined. I'm gonna make this right.
I'm gonna have a nice summer... Spending time with my grandparents, Gary is coming up, Andy's visiting... Maybe going to South Dakota with Gary... I guess we'll see. Trying to manage that, hanging with my bf, working, random trips to see my best friend... well... wish me luck.
Hope you all have a good summer...
I'll miss you!
Thank Satan you all have my email addy. ^_^ w00t! -Captain Cancer | | |
| Dude, I swear I am bi-polar. >.< But yeah, I had one of the shittiest nights of my life last night. I saw Rin, and everything that she ever did hit me like a 10 ton semi. And then I talked to an ex, and that didn't help, and I was crying... it was shit. And I just... it was so awful. I can't explain it.
Graduation is tomorrow, and I'm excited as hell. Nervous more than anything, scared to death... but happy that my friends can move on with their lives and get a fresh start. And I'll see them again, some of them.
My head itches.
So does my nose.
Well, I guess that's it. Just trying to push my way through the shit and find a little solace in the dark hours. I need Bubbles...
There's people here. Time to go... *sigh* Kay bye...
-Captain Cancer
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| So things are pretty well excellent. Not really gonna get into details, but things rock. Even though they could suck really bad, they're not bad. Just kinda chillin, waitin for skool to get out. So not happy for graduation, though. Haven't I been through that already? Meh. Anyways. The weather's nice, even though over the weekend we had (I kid you not) 9" of snow. Jacob's going to the Devildriver concert the 15th (Yeah?) and I wanna shirt, but I'm broke with my mum's b-day and grad coming up. I need $30 soon.... Too bad I haven't actually started work yet!! But yeah, things are settling and all chill and such.
Josh? Do you even read this anymore? You should totally start posting again if you do.... Anyways, I'm off for a bit, I hear excellent music and it needs to be LOUDER!!! -Captain Cancer | | |
| Having mood swings like crazy. I hate this game. And I'm not even PMSing, I just have mood swings like this. Not always, and this'll prolly end eventually. But whatever. I have two nerds reading this. Hey, nerds. ^_^ YAY! They made me forget what I was gonna say. I talked to my brother last night, it was killer. I misses him!! I'm so scared for graduation, I don't want all my friends to leave me. >.< I'll just hold them hostage!! YEAH!!! That's it! Well, the bell's gonna ring and I have to pee, so BYE BYE!!! ^_^ | | |
| Sitting here....on the floor... I feel japanese.... And retarded. I just found a chair. Damn. So this class could be very awkward, very fast.... Grr.... I accidently burned myself and I had a freak out over it today. Crazy like a daisy. But I'm in a good mood! I listened to the Misfits at lunch and it made me MUY happy! So, I gotta run, LOVES! -Captain Cancer! | | |
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